...THE SICKNESS OF SNAKES


A good friend of mine asked me out on a date...her treat.

I've half the mind to turn down her offer by making up an excuse.

Why would I do that?

She really likes me and values my friendship. But for some reason I don't want to be bothered.

I like her very much. She cares for me. I'm not sure why.

After a while you get used to being independent, confident, steadfast, and alone that when you break, when you're confronted with love you crumble.


Love fucks shit up for me.
I can't make make sense of it.
Stop loving me for goodness sake!

I haven't confirmed a day and time yet. Not sure I will. If I ignore her she'll go away.